Someone somewhere else asked if a true narcissist (her mother) could be a Christian, after all, the narc is all about himself and Very cruel. This is the encouragement I gave her in response. It applies to NPDs and all those with mental disorders and mental illnesses.
even within the parameters of the personality disorder, exists on a
continuum. Some people are more, some are less. But really, it isn't a
straight line scale, it's a landscape of selfishness. Some people cross
the border regularly for visits, some people hoist the flag and buy penthouse apartments in the capital city.
the time I learned about NPD, my mother was very much on the decline
physically, so I had to get help from friends who also knew my opinion
about her being NPD. My friends are still astonished that I am confident
she was genuinely a Christian, they just couldn't find any evidence
other than the religious forms she had always used as a cover.
key thing to remember about Christianity is that the root of it is not
in the mind, it is in the person's spirit, and we neither save ourselves
nor keep ourselves in a state of righteousness with God by our prayers
or good works. Being made right with God is something we give ourselves
in trust to Jesus to do FOR us. That is our faith - we are trusting
Jesus to reconcile us to God AND keep us from being such stupid
jackasses as to walk away from that reconciliation.
of people stop right there. They recognize the truth of the gospel that
Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life, they sincerely believe it
and acknowledge Jesus as their savior, they never stop believing that is
true - and then they carry on the rest of their lives trying to live
out of their reasoning faculties. Believing happens in the heart,
reasoning comes out of your head.
is an entrenched mental disorder. It begins as a form of self defense
and grows over time to become an aggressive, pernicious, hideous thing. I
heard someone call mental illness "cancer of the mind" once, and it
might be a fair analogy. It makes the personality deformed and ugly, but
it's key to remember that "personality" is just the part of a person
that we see acting outwardly. The innermost part of a person we never
see, only that person and God knows what goes on in there.
only takes faith the size of a mustard seed for God to change someone
completely from the inside out. How many have waited until the last
moment to throw down the rebel flag and surrender, yet we have no
problem believing they are saved? How many sit in church because it's
full of "nice" people, yet never do believe that whole "blood shed at
your Mom says she saved, go with that in your prayers. Hold her words
up to God with your whole heart and entrust Him to make her words true
and sure. It's His problem and He can bloody well come up with the
solution. If He is God, then He can live up to it for your mother. (I'll
tell you a big secret about that kind of prayer - He ain't scared of it
and He likes to save people right where they are.)
will have to keep your own head outside of the neat little boxes
psychology and religion want to stuff people in. Categories of mental
illness and most sermons are ratiocinations of the mind, and faith in
God always comes from your spirit. I recommend C.S. Lewis as a trusted
ally - The Screwtape Letters, Mere Christianity, The Great Divorce, and
the whole of the Narnia books.
Lewis had an understanding of people in the grip of addiction and mental illness, and hard won experience in being a faithful friend to both. I think both of those things light up his writing. "...it is not easy to throw off in half an hour an enchantment which has made one a slave for ten years."